kades
03 September 2008 @ 09:46 pm
Things are slowly getting back to normal again. The fever, the hacking, the coughing, etc. has come and gone. I'm really convinced that, more than anything, it was a physical manifestation of what was going on within me mentally. It sucked being sick, but it's pleasing to know that I've gotten that all out of my system. I don't think there will be any major cryfests for a couple months now (but if there is, that's ok, too).

The cat has fleas. Again. Which means we have fleas. Again.

The goldfish had Christmas early today. He's been in that pathetic one gallon tank from my dormroom for ages (two years!) and it was high time that he got some love. Sirius gets new things all the time. Why shouldn't Seabiscuit? So today I bought the little lover a five gallon tank, complete with filter and bio-wheel (...intense, yeah?). I'm pretty sure he thinks he's died and gone to goldfishy heaven. His happiness is my happiness.

I've gotten really behind on my week-shares. It's not like I stop collecting the stuff in between- I just can't seem to find the time to post it quickly enough. So this will be a week-share "dump post" where I just list the entire collection in one massive pile. Hopefully I've found at least one thing that intrigues you just the slightest bit...

THE NARRATIVE YOU CREATE IN YOUR HEAD IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE )


Last night was spent at Malia and Ben's apartment, with spaghetti and lovely Billie Holiday music. We killed two bottles of wine comparing old world wines to new world wines. What a fun (and surprisingly educational) experience. Later we opened the kitchen window and Ben taught me how to smoke a pipe (there's a lot of work involved! Appreciate how easy your cigarettes are, please and thank you). The tobacco was vanilla flavored; it left the nicest, old world smell in my hair. By the end of the night, I was completely at peace with the world. Cheers to good friends who simply live and let live.

p.s. If you're bored and have nothing better to do, go to Playlist.com and search this song. I think it's pretty much impossible not to love it immediately. Newton Faulkner is going to be a classic one day, just you wait.
 
 
Current Mood: rejuvenated
Current Music: Gone In The Morning - Newton Faulkner
 
 
kades
25 April 2008 @ 03:56 pm

Not having to work today has been heaven. I didn't get out of bed until eleven. I haven't combed my hair or washed my face. I sat down on the couch and watched a movie, and then crawled back into bed and made the kitty purr for almost an hour. He is a ridiculously spoiled prince; I waste too much time on him. It's true love.

We start moving in four days. I'm not sure how, but this entirely snuck up on me. Midterms were, as to be expected, a giant mess, and paired with work, absolutely ridiculous. I pulled through, though. I did the best I could do with the time I was given, and that's all anyone can ask of me. I went to work Wednesday on three hours of sleep after a huge critique and managed to somehow go solo in a new section (looks like I might end up in the kids dept?), back-up for cashiers at mallside and streetside, and recover the right half of the store until midnight. It's a good thing I love the people I work with, or I would have been a very grouchy, unhappy bookseller.

In the spirit of moving, I've been using my spare-time to pick through the design blogs I like for ideas to recreate in the new apartment. And though I have picked up some cool new ideas, mostly all I've done is find a bunch of household objects and art to lust after. I have decided that once I'm rich and famous, I'm going to have one room in my house that is purely a gallery, where I can showoff the fabulous prints I buy and change them out as I please. I wish I knew an art collector. I like to think they lead enjoyable, inspired lives.

BITS AND ODDS AND OTHER MORE LOVELY FINDINGS )


All right. Now I'm off to make myself semi-productive for the first time today.
 
 
Current Mood: refreshed
Current Music: With My Own Eyes - Atonement Soundtrack
 
 
kades
16 April 2008 @ 03:52 pm
Checking my f-list has become a 24 hour a day necessity. On the one hand, this is super exciting, because let's face it, having that many set reports all the time is thrilling. I can't lie. On the other hand, it makes my life feel rushed--- or maybe anxious is the word I'm looking for? It's like I'm always anticipating something really great to pop up the one second I happen to be away from a computer (remember: Graphic Design major. Computers are basically my collegiate life).

Speaking of college, does anyone else feel like they sometimes forget they're working toward a degree? I get this weird feeling at the back of my neck every once in a while that seems to say, "Yeah, but what are you doing this for? What is the point of this?" And then this responding voice promptly answers, "FOR YOUR DEGREE, RETARD. YOUR CAREER. YOUR LIFE'S GLORY." Ignore that last bit. That voice is very egotistical. My life's glory will most certainly be the gorgeous, little amazing person I bring into this world one day. Not that my career won't be glorious... Ok, what I'm trying to say here is that I realize there will be more important things in my life than my career, but it will hold a fair level of importance. Yes? Yes.

In other news, we got the apartment. I believed it was ours from the second we set foot in it, and that was all it took. A lot of people seem to be concerned that we are downgrading in some fashion, so I'd like to take this second to reiterate that although our apartment now is very nice, we are gaining a pro-list that cannot logically be ignored. Not to mention, the rent on this new place was lowered while we played "the realty game," making it the same exact price we're paying for our place now. We gained a third room and two bathrooms for no extra charge at all. My bragging rights, let me show you them! Basically, Lillian and I are kickass apartment hunters with the universe on our side. We cannot be defeated! Moo ha ha ha ha! (Ignore that.)

I've got another list of findings to share this week. I can see this becoming a regular thing, these weekly shares, so I'm going to start tagging them, along with my art shares. If you couldn't tell from my tone, I am in the most lackadaisical mood, so please excuse me if it seems unorganized, though I tried my best. I'll give you a little preview of what's under the cut.



WITH THE WHOLE WORLD FULL AT YOUR FEET )


You guys should be really proud of me. I've been posting regularly! Not an easy task with my schedule.
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Freckles - Natasha Bedingfield
 
 
kades
04 April 2008 @ 01:39 pm
Large doses of Imogen Heap this week. It's been one of those weeks where my mantra is, "Do the best you can. No one can ask more of you." There is so much in my head, all these little scribblings and crowding words and spare bits of paper and sadness. I'm trying to remind myself that it's not his death that is sad, it's the empty spots he leaves behind, and the loss everyone is feeling. I leave tomorrow morning to drive to Florida so I can be there for the memorial, and I'm not really sure what to expect. I guess I'll have four and a half free hours of asphalt and yellow stripes to figure it out.

I cannot get the new apartment out of my head. I think about it constantly, and I can only take it as a good sign-- that I've connected with this new place. The universe has been lending a helping hand lately, which makes me all the more trusting. It could pick me up with the wind and carry me like a dandelion seed across the wide world without a single question from me. It always feel right in my heart.


THE NEW APARTMENT & OTHER THINGS I'M THINKING ABOUT )


As usual, would love to know what you guys think...!
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Must Be Dreaming - Frou Frou